And now it is winter again
I feel it in my bones
The tiredness
The questioning
The judgment
The frustration

All of the things I keep trying to leave behind
All of the things I keep hoping will disappear
Even Though I know because I am human
Those things will always exist

As a human
They exist
I am learning how to surrender
To have faith
To have Hope
To remember with a Deep knowing

That winter will end
And
Spring will come

I will grow again
Before the winter returns